Grief.

On May 25th, we had to make the incredibly hard decision to put our cat to sleep. She was almost 16 years old, and I truly believe that she was an angel that was sent to us. To protect and watch over us. She showed us how to love unconditionally, and how to be selfless. When her health was deteriorating for the past few months, I wanted to do whatever it took to make her comfortable and not in pain. She was there for me when I was sick, and I wanted to be there for her in the same way. Of course we always hope for more time, but I knew she was trying to let me know that she was leaving us. I feel so lucky to have known her, to have spent over 15 years with her. She was sent to us by the universe, and I've learned so much from her. I hope she knew how much we loved her, and I hope she's still with us (pain free of course). The loneliness is real. I can feel her absence in every moment of every day, and I hope she's at peace now.