A weight lifted.

I've been in my new role for about a month now. What a whirlwind! I'm slowly starting to get my groove back, but not without many challenges. Although I am extremely busy, I feel a sense of calm and relief that I haven't felt in a very long time. I am busy doing work that makes an impact. I know what I'm doing is important and that I'm adding value. The weight is slowly being lifted from my shoulders, as I try to shake off the past few years of anxiety, fear, and self-doubt. I know that I've been making mistakes that I shouldn't be making, but I know that I won't be unnecessarily subjected to passive aggressive behavior or backhanded repercussion. This will take some time to get used to, and I have to trust that I can do a good job and that I can make mistakes. It is a huge relief to not be on edge, and I am confident that the universe has guided me to this opportunity. I am trying to go to the gym (who am I?), eat healthier, laugh more, breathe in the air, and talk to the people I love. I feel light as air.