I love this for me!

Was this a hard decision? Yes, but no. It had to be done, It was the band-aid holding my bleeding wound together. But now it's time to rip it off and let the fresh air dry the wound out. I resigned from my job. It will take a lot for me to heal from this experience, but me doing for "me" is the best fucking decision I've made in years. I love this for me!

My career is more than just my job, this is my livelihood, and my passion. Some people may not understand this, and a lot of people don't feel this way. For me, I truly love doing what I do. I love making an impact, collaborating, and getting shit done.

I'll miss the friendships I've made and the people that I've gotten to know, but ultimately I need to find something that really fits. My personality, my heart, my soul, my ambition, and my values. This was not it. I regret that it's taken me this long to do something about it. I've been hurting for a long time. When I felt physical hurt, is when I knew that it had to be done.

Leaving without another job is risky (and scary), but I know I'll find something amazing. I know that after everything I've been through, I've got this. I think I said in one of my first posts, that you have to believe it, to make it true.

I'm going to enjoy the rest of my summer and try to recover from this. I want to get back to where I was before - and become an even better version of myself. I know that I am resilient, and I refuse to be beaten down by one bad experience.